todays card is the EIGHT of SWORDS:
this picture of me just screams 8 of swords to me in this black and white version. I look so on guard and reserved and emotionless. it's funny how taking away the color (flavor/freedom) can change somethi...ng. mayhaps a lesson for me indeed. this is self imposed restriction and that goes two ways. there is restricting who/what you let into your life out of fear. the past can definitely affect the future if you let it, and being orphaned, emancipated, and living by me\yself with no safety net certainly made me wary of others. I had to be to survive. however that's no longer the case and I have forced myself to tear down some of those walls and let others in..........are you blocking your own happiness and prosperity by keeping others at bay? does fear keep you from getting to the next level? it's time to examine why you do the things you do, mayhaps a change I needed. learn to trust your instincts again!
or do you NEED to set limits on yourself? are you paying you bills before you go shopping for new clothes, are you partying too much and letting your grades slip? have you been unfaithful or stolen, cheated, etc etc...........then it's time to set boundaries on yourself and some strict ones too. mayhaps not easy but self tough-love is the most rewarding in the end.
all in all this card is about bringing things out of balance into balance so you can be that happy fulfilled person you were meant to and deserve to be!
this picture of me just screams 8 of swords to me in this black and white version. I look so on guard and reserved and emotionless. it's funny how taking away the color (flavor/freedom) can change somethi...ng. mayhaps a lesson for me indeed. this is self imposed restriction and that goes two ways. there is restricting who/what you let into your life out of fear. the past can definitely affect the future if you let it, and being orphaned, emancipated, and living by me\yself with no safety net certainly made me wary of others. I had to be to survive. however that's no longer the case and I have forced myself to tear down some of those walls and let others in..........are you blocking your own happiness and prosperity by keeping others at bay? does fear keep you from getting to the next level? it's time to examine why you do the things you do, mayhaps a change I needed. learn to trust your instincts again!
or do you NEED to set limits on yourself? are you paying you bills before you go shopping for new clothes, are you partying too much and letting your grades slip? have you been unfaithful or stolen, cheated, etc etc...........then it's time to set boundaries on yourself and some strict ones too. mayhaps not easy but self tough-love is the most rewarding in the end.
all in all this card is about bringing things out of balance into balance so you can be that happy fulfilled person you were meant to and deserve to be!
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