OSIYO DEAR ONES HEED MY CALL
I AM A WARRIOR OF LOVE AND LIGHT FOR HATRED MUST FALL
AS LONG AS I EXIST I SHALL NOT GIVE UP THE FIGHT
TILL JOY AND BLISS REIGN SUPREME FOR THAT IS WHAT'S RIGHT
I AM THE RAIN THAT WASHES HATRED AWAY
I AM THE DIVINE SPARK BURNING BRIGHTLY KEEPING DOUBT AT BAY
I AM THE EARTH MOTHER WHO FILLS YOU WITH LOVE
I AM THE SKY KING WHO WATCHES OVER YOU FROM ABOVE
AS LONG AS I AM I SHALL SHARE THIS TRUTH
JOY BLISS AND HOPE THEY ARE MY PROOF
SO FEAR NOT THE DARKNESS NOR MONSTERS UNDER THE BED
LOOK INTO MY HEART FEEL MY UNCONDITIONAL LOVE INSTEAD
I'M THE JOYOUS WARRIOR SENT TO SHOW YOU THE WAY
I ILLUMINATE THE DARKNESS FOR THE DAWNING OF A BRIGHT NEW DAY
SO REMEMBER ME AND KNOW THIS MY FRIENDS
WHEN YOU TAKE MY OUTSTREATCHED HAND DOUBT FEAR AND HATRED HAVE NOW MET THEIR ENDS





Monday, April 30, 2012

MEtaphysical

this blog is all about my metaphysical journey which includes those things that inspire and uplift me. i found this page and i was immediately attracted to it. y'all see i made prayers flags for my 1st sweat lodge, 2 strands actually, one i gave to the fire as an offering and one hung on the lodge during the sweat i have to this day. those are more native made in the primary colors and filled with herbs. these are simple 5 x 8 messages o peace and love for owrld healing. i already cut my flags to size worked out a concept and am in the process of designing right now. you should check it out andf come join us!
http://theprayerflagproject.blogspot.com/
 i've also noticed if i pay attention spirit gives me signs and inspiration which if ignored become 2 x 4 blows to the back of my head!lol i've been thinking/feeling i should reconnect to my past studies and low and behold a friend needed some advice about menopause so i pulled out my herb book (the one i made when getting certified) i also decided that i AM the answer for my problems so i've pulled all the things i'm drawn to for some in depth research. my queen size bed has become a huge piled study desk! lol LOVIN this! i adore studying, yep yep yep big ole nerd here!
i also think confusion is ok, it keeps me guessing and questing for answers. i think life is about the journey NOT the destination! this illustrates that pretty well for me!
i'd also like to acknowledge the guides and titems both new and old who have helped and accompanied me on this journey. my life has certainly been enhanced and blessed by their contribution!

Sunday, April 29, 2012

tiger

tiger has stepped up, he is with me when i need to be independent and strong. he is me i am the master of my domain. i have nothing to fear on land or in water i am master of both/ thank you my spirit cat for walking the path with me
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
this is my new mantra and tiger shall help me live this!
                                                     i can taste the future on the wind!

Friday, April 27, 2012

A WEEK OF KARMA CARDS

today is day 7 and it's been an eye opener. i love these cards and the wealth of info i;ve been given, not what i was expecting but that's the cool part if i had a clue i wouldnt need tools to help me figure it out!
so here's day 7 info, i think tommorow were gonna add an angel or flower card to the mix. gonna ask here for my guides to point me in the right direction whilst i'm in the land of lala.
planet = pluto
signs = in sagittarius
house = in the 7th house
resurrect your highest ideals diplomatically
get to the heart of the rules of relationships
do or die! you must get it out to the world and get a fair deal
wowsa that's fabulous! and here's the how......
the need for control of insights to understand balance
an obsession with the wisdom of coopertaion
a power struggle resulting from the understanding of your partner(s)
mmmmmmmmm that one sounds ominous a bit??? time will tell
ok so it just "came" to me that i'm supposed to use the heart and soul angel cards by angela mcgeer. gonna look at em now. i got them years ago and at the time i didnt "feel" it.
difficult , card 1 = eth card of now moments and time travelling
             card 2 peacock = crowned with natures secrets your inner love song, a symphony spiralling eternally and radiantly between head, heart,and soul..................
that's beautiful!

Thursday, April 26, 2012

kc6

i feel so good about this reading and i hevent even looked at it yet!
planet = moon
signs = in aquarius
house = in the 6th house
defend your vision as a full time job
accept whats new and different about serving
let your feelings tell you how to use an uncoventional way and do it a little at a time
(this is brilliant the cards are definately tuned in to me , LOVE it!)
and i know the how to is just gonna happen naturally if I get out of MY way!
the nurturing of genius to experiment with service to others
feelings caused by the discoveries of what is good for us
reactions resulting from the eccentricity of your work
(this is brilliant, i feel this...........wow still got another day of my planned week but i can tell these cards as a tool have opened me and are definately gonna be a continued part of my life for a long time.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

kc5

planet = south node
signs = in aries
house = the 2nd house
remember  your willpower patiently
reconsider what you think you know about what you want
now is NOT the time to do it your own way and gt what you need
to work on this i need to:
there will not be energies to meet the challenge of your beliefs
anxiety about your desires  regaurding what you value
trouble resulting from the honesty and strength of your resources
ugh i know i know i guess i better acxtually start making an effort to incorporate this info more fully into my daily life. if it wasnt important spirit wouldnt tell me!

Monday, April 23, 2012

kc4 and fire

here are todays karma cards
planet = sun
signs = in leo
house = in the 5th house
demonstrate leadership with the trust of a child
realize the creativeness of fun romance and making art
act like a leader do what you want to and do it dramatically
how to do all that is......
the creation of self-confidence to create the power of love
the gaining of respect for or from taking a chance on investment gambles and other games
things brought to life or light resultinmg from the impressiveness of your creations
i must say i'm really connecting to these cards and their messages are speaking truth
the following is my today story i wanted to share about paying attention to "signs" when spirit shows them to you even where you least expect them to appear!
sometimes i procrastinate if i simply dont want to put in an effort or it seems like it'll take a long time. i was told ages ago i needed to bring fire into my life and i did sort-of , i must admit it was half hearted t best. i havent worked with fire in ages since my last fire-walk and that was fabulous but it was also when my relationship imloded and set off a long PAINFUL time in my life. i guess i just didnt wanna go there, but as it will spirit pops up and makes me notice at the most surprising times. i went to the dollar tree today for snacks and they had the cutest metal salamanders in green and yellow. i just rearranged myroom yesterday and put a candle on the right side of my desk and now the salamanders are hanging over the left side. and all of the sudden i'm writing voraciously, i guessi forgot fire=passion! lol anyway i found this article about the mythology of salamanders and i wanted to share it with y'all. interestingly enough the 1st story i saw tonight was about a new species of salamander being discovred! i shall take that as a validation!

Land-Swimmer. Delicacy. Fire. Elemental Metamorphosis. Primitive. Danger. Homecoming. Poison. The Joy of Change. Cryptic. Toxic. Sensitivity. Dark Waters. Elemental Magic.

General Description:

Salamanders are long-bodied amphibians which retain a tail throughout life, they experience one or multiple periods of metamorphosis. Their skin is generally soft and in some cases slimy, all salamandrids have toxic skin secretions, and all newts are highly poisonous. On land they wriggle rapidly in order to move, a movement which is almost exactly the same as the land. wriggling movement a fish makes in order to swim. In other words, they swim on land. All salamandrids must return to water in order to bear live young that live in water until they lose their external gills. They are cryptic creatures generally active on mild, damp nights. They tend to live in burrows or refuges under logs and leaves, and newts tend to live in dark, protective places under-water or near water.

Lessons:

Please remember that if this animal is contacting you, it will often be the best resource for teaching you what its lessons are. What I write is only intended to be a guide, it is not absolute, nor is it infallible.

- The true salamander uses a fish-like movement in order to move on land, reminiscent of its aquatic roots. This movement is described as land-swimming, and for this reason the salamander can be thought of as the land-swimmer. Salamander teaches us to radically change how we move through our lives spiritually and physically in order to negotiate how we get there. Salamander also teaches us that with better internal fluidity we can negotiate life smoothly, even if we may look a little odd to others.

- The true salamander, due to its mythological associations, is connected to the element of fire in magical workings. The salamander is a creature that in its natural habitat has very little connection to fire, yet this elemental connection persists. It is important to negotiate our balance with the elements. It is important to realise that even though we may have had, or can imagine ourselves having negative reactions with fire in real life, that our spiritual lives will be enriched if we work with this element.

- Many creatures can be thought of as primitive in origin, but there is a timeless quality to the salamander, which persists in the shadows and the dark waters, often on the periphery of our conscious. It is not a glamourised creature in many circles, yet it is unique and ancient in origin. Salamander in dreams and journeys or visualisations can teach us to pay attention to our own dark waters and primitive origins, and look for the amphibian within that negotiates boundary, embraces and delights in metamorphosis, and seeks to quietly transform who we are. Salamander teaches us to listen hard and look well.

- Salamander is a creature of the hidden. Salamander opens us up to secrets within ourselves, secrets within others, and secrets of the spirit. Salamander also teaches us that it's important to keep aspects of our life secret and to do this with a sense of subtlety that does not draw attention to ourselves.

- The salamander is at constant risk of being killed slowly through the absorption of environmental toxins when it breathes the air around it and swims in waters. It is also itself a poisonous or toxic creature that excretes poison. Salamander as a teacher can come at a time when we ourselves have a compromised health to teach us how to live with poisons around us, or to teach us how to become more 'toxic' to those who wish us harm. Some people need to learn how to fight back with brute force, but the true salamander teaches us how to fight back with venomous words, toxic actions and poisonous mannerisms.

- Salamander can teach us how to look within to find our place in the world, our home, and also to return to our birth place and the home of our ancestors. Salamander can be a very beneficial energy for people who have been adopted, who wish to trust their cell memory and ancestor's guidance in discovering their true home and heritage. Salamander can also help us find our way home in a spiritual sense.

- The true salamander and newt have strong connections to all aspects of elemental magic and the ability to work with multiple elements in a form of elemental metamorphosis. True salamander's presence in our lives can draw with it a need to focus on elemental magic, elemental theory, and to deliberately place ourselves outside of our comfort zone and work with elements we rarely work with. Salamander energy tends to focus more specifically on Water, Earth and Fire.

- Finally, the true salamander is one of the creatures to undergo more than one or more metamorphoses. Salamander teaches us that it is important to embrace change joyfully throughout our lives, regardless of how many life-changing events we've experienced already.

If you have True Salamander or Newt as your Totem:

People with this animal as a totem will often manifest traits similar to the animal itself. I work on the philosophy that we only have one totem, and it teaches us lessons as well as representing the core aspects of our personality. Therefore -

- People with salamander energy are generally concerned with helping others to enjoy change, and also helping others to look at the secrets in themselves and around them - and use newfound knowledge in order to grow.

There will be other ways your totem manifests, and you will recognise them with awareness and communion.

As a shadow energy:

The shadow totem is the animal we often fear irrationally, that teaches us things about ourselves that are profound and difficult to confront. Often the traits we fear most within the shadow totem, are the traits that we dislike in ourselves. We must scrutinise why this is, and learn how to work with them.

- People may fear salamander energy if they are gossips who are prone to not respecting the boundaries of other's secret knowledge and their information. In this sense, salamander energy may inspire subconscious feelings of guilt.

- People who fear salamander or newt often also fear ceremonial and elemental magic, and witchcraft. This is both due to historical associations, and the energy of the creature itself.

Contacting True Salamander / Newt:

Like all animal helpers, this animal will only appear when right and appropriate, and cannot be forced to visit you, commune with you, or share messages with you. Meditating in quiet, dark places are likely to be more successful, also consider the importance of your surrounding - places rich with water, loam, decaying logs and leaves and sources of permanent water are likely to be far more yielding than say meditating in the middle of summer out underneath the hot sun. I find that animals tend to appreciate you making the effort to understand their habitat and surroundings and try to synchronise yourself with them, rather than forcing them to synchronise with you.

Salamander tends to be cryptic and silent in visualisation, often appearing during important events but not always communicating directly with you. It's also important to distinguish between salamander and lizard if you come across them in meditation, journeying or in dreams.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

KC3

planet: uranus
signs: in scorpio
house: in the 2nd house
stir up the situation by using the extrodinary power of prayer patiently
be open to new ideas about the highest and lowest aspects of what you want
invent a way to control the situation and get what you need
interesting, now lets see how to do that!
an unusual example of purification to resurrect your beliefs (gettin chills on this one)
a different way of looking at the secrets of what you value
an unexpected change resulting from the power of your resources

kc2

day 2 of my karma cards. i intend to do 7 days to bond with the deck
planets. the south node
signs.in aries
houses.in the 5th house
1.remember your willpower with the trust of a child
2.reconsider what you think you know about fun, romance and making art
3.now is not the time to do it your own way and do it dramatically
hmmmmm this work on stuff is a little scary!
1.there will not be energies to meet the challenge of the power of love
2.anxiety about your desires regaurding investment gambles and other games
3.trouble resulting from the honesty and strength of your creations.
wow diggin these and they seem to be cutting right to the chase.
i'm using karma cards and guidebook by monte farber

Saturday, April 21, 2012

karma cards

i finally felt the pull of my karma cards i bought several years ago and never used. basically you center visualize your question/goal and pull a card from each of 3 decks planets, signs, then houses. there a 3 lines for the q on each card and inverted 3 lines on what action you cn take. my 1st reading 
planets: mars
signs: in capricorn
houses: in the 4th house
here is the result of my general about "me" Q.
1.energize your goals as you did in the past
2.confront the day to day reality of your home base and family
force yourself to use the most businesslike way and do what makes you feel secure
the how to do that and what to work on/with
1.the drive  for dedication to achieve what makes you feel secure
2.the confronting of focusing on support
3.action resulting from rules imposed by your home base or family
so now i'm NOT gonna tell what it means to me cause i still a ponderin it, but feel free to tell me y'alls interpretations if you will!