OSIYO DEAR ONES HEED MY CALL I AM A WARRIOR OF LOVE AND LIGHT FOR HATRED MUST FALL AS LONG AS I EXIST I SHALL NOT GIVE UP THE FIGHT TILL JOY AND BLISS REIGN SUPREME FOR THAT IS WHAT'S RIGHT I AM THE RAIN THAT WASHES HATRED AWAY I AM THE DIVINE SPARK BURNING BRIGHTLY KEEPING DOUBT AT BAY I AM THE EARTH MOTHER WHO FILLS YOU WITH LOVE I AM THE SKY KING WHO WATCHES OVER YOU FROM ABOVE AS LONG AS I AM I SHALL SHARE THIS TRUTH JOY BLISS AND HOPE THEY ARE MY PROOF SO FEAR NOT THE DARKNESS NOR MONSTERS UNDER THE BED LOOK INTO MY HEART FEEL MY UNCONDITIONAL LOVE INSTEAD I'M THE JOYOUS WARRIOR SENT TO SHOW YOU THE WAY I ILLUMINATE THE DARKNESS FOR THE DAWNING OF A BRIGHT NEW DAY SO REMEMBER ME AND KNOW THIS MY FRIENDS WHEN YOU TAKE MY OUTSTREATCHED HAND DOUBT FEAR AND HATRED HAVE NOW MET THEIR ENDS
you are where you need to be at this time..............you have achieved spiritual balance and harmony.
almost on sheer instince and without any thought or effort on your part you energy goes exactly where it's needed. you've also reached a level of karmic balance that allows you to make great strides and achive much during this time. do what you were meant to do peaceful warrior for it is your destiny!
a generous benefactor , or unexpected windfall, mayhaps a sugar daddy who's very happy to spoil you and grant your every wish. this is a time to accept what is offered gratefully, but don't get greedy or take it for granted kindness should always be appreciated and treated with reverence and respect. there are no strings attatched to this but that works both ways he can walk out of your life as quicly as he strolled in, so can the "luck" attatched to this. i say enjoy it to the fullest while you can, but as always keep some options on the side! ;)
basically stand your ground and weather the storm. you are on the"moral" high ground and thus the battle is already won, you just don't realize it yet. the enemy you THINK your battling is not the true enemy there is one in your midst whom you trust that is deceiving you. his jealosy has caused him to set up another simply to stir the pot and keep the drama going.
do not waver nor change course to step back or reconsider will cost your the advantage and mayhaps be a disaster. this too shall pass brave warrior and despite the deception when all is brought out into the light your position will be even stronger.
it's all about balance, the right amount phyically and spiritually in order to be at optimum health and wellness. dynamic flow is to be looked at. if out of balance there is a danger or physical illness or addiction. it's time to pay heed to the signs that you need to achieve and maintain balance at all times, you simply cant wait till there's a problem before you put some time and effort into you, you are after all worth the effort!
in the gay world in particular the physical seems to get all the focus and the spiritual is an afterthought. having a gym body will not make you happy in the long run and eventually all the one night stands and obsessions will simply leave you feeling all alone un less you embrace the God that resides within us all.
he represents change from out of nowhere in your life and mayhaps your wallet too. if represnting an individual he's a very stable person with dark hair/complexion. this could bring a MAJOR change in finances/stability. it will be swift so be prepared to act quickly if needs be. can also come with a move either in job or living quarters or both!
the intuitive is the representation of the high priestess in regular tarot and they share many of the same meanings. he is at peace with his feminine side and can use the "female" arts as well as any woman. he works with the magyk of the moon and is very intuitive . he is generally in his 30s-40s and has lived the ancient mysteries. he resides at the crossroads between spirit and earth and easily bridges that gap at will. he has no children of his own but mayhaps and most likely has an entourage of followers who hang on his every word. this is the guru at the beginning of the journey to becoming a wiseman.
so by now you realize that you're simply not like other boys, it's not a phase, and there's nothing you can do to changeit. it's the beginning of embracing who you were born to be glitter, sequins, and all. or catchers mit, wrestling outfit, jeans and a tank. yes we ARE the colors of the rainbow and whichever fabulocity happens to be you rest assured that you'll be havin the time of your life once you accept it. you cant change your stripes or shakeoff fairy dust and have a fulfilled and happy life. you can of course choose to get reassignment therapy marry a woman and be "normal" but you will be a mere shadow of yourself existing not living. kinda like voldemort drinking unicorn blood just to be the undead. so think hard and really learn to love yourself no matter the guise you come in.
guides are like pages they "guide" you to something or bring news of something. and wands of course deal with life force energy, you chi. this may be an awakening to your worth and acceptance and love for thyself as a gay man, it's also a warning to not be so hot headed and fly of the handle. you must reflect on news/change of energy. what seems like bad news can often times be a blessing in disguise it's spirits way of moving you along the path and can put you just where you need to be to receive an unexpected gift. when a guide show up, especially an angelic one, it's time to remain open and alert for new opportunities.
the battle is won all the hard work and sacrifice has paid off. to the victor go the spoils, he who has the most toys wins!
this could be a high conflict but you by staying your ground are assured victory and all that it represents. if this card comes up you will win in legal issues, sporting events, etc etc etc.
in a regular deck this would be the tower card, for gay people that is REVELATION the revealing of yourself and your truth to those around you. it's fraught with danger, the hand of God/Goddess wiping the slate clean to begin a new open free journey. it's usually obvious to those who love you that you're gay but some parents simply can't comprehend their child could be different and this is the end of that relationship. it leaves the child often lost/bitter/broken for a bit. but gay people arise from the destruction stong and capable. we KNOW that those we choose are more important than those we were born with. blood may be thicker than water but glitter is shiny!
whatever happens it will be ok and so will you!
strength isnt physical strength it's spiritual/mental strength. this card often turns up with reconnections from past life relationships. it's an intense STRONGLY felt physical and spiritual relationship , you'll feel as if yo've met your soul mate. unfortunately these intense feelings tend to burn themselves up once the unfinished business from the previous life is taken care of, usually 6 months to 2 years. but my oh my what a time you'll have. just know once it ends it's over so let it go.
this card is all about restriction, the feeling of not being able to do as you wish. now a lot of that is self-imposed whether you realize it or not. you can disentangle yourself but mayhaps you dont really want to. after all you put yourself in this position willingly, whether or not you'll ever admit it. you may have to act without full knowledge to free yourself if you decide to, the caution here is to follow through. do not change course once you commit to an action.
the fool (my card ALWAYS! lol) this is a guy who takes chances and doesnt seem to even try but he ALWAYS comes out on top (or bottom if that's what he likes we are talkin gay tarot here!) like climbing out the window of his one night stands house because the husband is comin home and escaping without his pants only to break down in the middle of nowhere, but he wont get picked up by the serial killer it'll be the rich dr who just came out of a 10 year relationship and wants to lavish him with gifts and affection. that is the fool, one of those guys you probably either hated or wanted (or BOTH!) in high school/college . this guy is blessed by the Gods/Goddesses and shall seem to be at the right place at the right time. he IS the eye of the metaphysical storm and those lucky enough to be with him will have to hang on cause this ride is a thrill a minute even when the world "seems" to be collapsing all around him (it isnt the universe is just gettin ready to offer another blessing)
it's fleeting heartache, the rain wont last long the darkness will fade and the sun will shine again SOON! however instead of wallowing in your fleeting despair why not revel in it, channel that sorrow and angst into self reflection. look at the reasons why this happend, is it a pattern for you, is it really all that bad or merely not what you wanted/expected. mayhaps this is the time to embrace the wildly crashing thunder of emotion and dance in the rain. storms can be scary but they bring life-giving rain to the earth and to you too!
this is all about balance.......too much or too little can be harmful. it can mean a contract or business partnership but bein cups it's something you care passionately about. it can also be a marraige contact. just make sure that it's an absolutely equal partnership otherwise you may be dissatisfied with the equity you get. i suggest reading the fine print and stepping back from the "passion" to make sure this is the "right" way to proceed.
the sage of wands brings good intentions/news though he surely may have no clue how to follow through on the promises he's made. nobel and with good intent but not neccesarily practical. he means to do what he says but often cant deliver 100% on what he said. much better at talkin the talk than walkin it. he's so sure he's right that he tends to have blinders on and is unable to work with others because the art of compromise is foreign to him.
if the sage shows up check the details and make sure to get it in writing, or conversely if you're the sage you need to ground yourself in practicality and focus on the follow through.
this is as good as it gets, a perfect spiritual, emotional, and physical love between 2 people. you complete each other. and i'm not sayin it's all happy easy you may fight like cats and dogs because you want what's best for your other half and you insist they live up to their highest potential.
very passionate and sexual at first this is the affair that settles into a true harmonious partnership in time.
these are the little old men who after 50 years together still hold hands and look into one anothers eyes. if you're lucky enough to find this dont ley jealousy and envy ruin it for you'll almost surely regret the loss and never find that same level of harmony again.............this ones a gift from Spirit/God/Universe
are you just going through the motions and putting on a good show? mayhaps you need to quit worrying about surface and what people think of you and do the hard look inside and begin the work its-self. when the chariot shows up its a warning to stop spinning your wheels make some decisions and then follow through. while it may be an impressive view eventually you'll tire of it and become blase. before you give up or in kind sir smack thy own arse with that whip and get a move on! indecision is the enemy it's time to gain forward momentum and welcome the changes the universe want to bless you with!
MAN OF CUPS.......
HE IS A HERO, SOMEONE WHO RISKS ALL FOR THE SAKE OF OTHERS. AND TOTALLY APPEALING IN THAT GUISE, MAYHAPS YOU RECOGNIZE HIM AS THE FIREMAN/COP WGO SAVES YOU FROM PERIL. VIRILE AND STRONG HE IS A SILENT TYPE WHO BRINGS OUT THE EMOTIONAL FARGILITY IN THE REST OF US. SOMEWHAT IRRESISTABLE AND TOTALLY UNAWARE. THIS IS THE MANS MAN GOOD GUY THAT ALL DAMSELS (male and female) IN DISTRESS ARE LOOKING FOR.
IF THE MAN HAS SHOWN UP IN YOUR LIFE MAYHAPS YOU NEED TO EXAMINE HOW OTHERS ARE PERCEIVING YOU AND IF YOU ARE IGNORING YOUR OWN EMOTIONS AND HIDING BEHIND THAT STRONG SILENT EXTERIOR. NOT AN UNFEELING MAN BUT SOMEONE WHO MAYHAPS SIMPLY HAS NO CLUE WHAT TO DO WITH THOSE EMOTIONS................HE'S DEFINATELY THE ONE WHO CAN SWEEP YOU OFF YOUR FEET WITHOUT A WORD AND CARRY YOU UP THE STAIRS BEFORE THROWING YOU DOWN AND RAVISHING YOU. ONLY TO DISAPPEAR WHILE YOU'RE SLEEPING SO HE DOESNT HAVE TO FACE YOU AND YOUR NEEDS IN THE AFTERMATH OF HIS CONQUEST. (dont expect the phone call!)
my life became enriched when through a series of "chance" encounters i joined a monthy tarot/metaphysical group. one of the ladies is named jusi thomases and she wrote a book called wisdom's game (available on amazon in paperback and kindle HIGHLY reccomended!)
here's the editors info so y'all get an idea
YOU CAN BE HAPPY, NO MATTER HOW DIFFICULT OR PAINFUL LIFE BECOMES. WHAT’S
THE SECRET?
Powerful channeled teachings from a group entity, The Brotherhood of Light
Workers, will broaden your understanding of the meaning of life: why you came to
Earth, your soul’s purpose, and the reason you must endure pain and suffering. A
game is being played by each soul, and you hold the tools for winning — all you
need to do is figure out the rules. Suffering is a necessary obstacle, but you
don’t have to get trapped in it. Rather, you can learn to view the world in a
new way, accept life’s pain willingly, and use it to grow stronger and wiser.
Wisdom’s Game shows you: 1. How to turn heartbreak into love that you can
experience instantly; 2. The one mistake you’re making that keeps you from being
happy right now; 3. Five ways to feel greater contentment even under the worst
of circumstances; 4. Three metaphysical secrets that will change the way you see
your life; 5. How to find the wisdom and joy you’ve been looking for since you
were born.
well i started reading this and it was thought provoking and insightful and i was totally diggin it when mid-paragraph i was just DRAINED and i'm like "i have to sleep now" i NEVER quit reading mid-chapter much less mid-paragraph but off to lala land i went . after a time i saw myself as a ball in space when i started to unfold into a cosmic paper shopping bag, what i needed began to fall in place. i awoke to a voice and this is what i was told ...........................
" We are not imagined, we are perceived. The voice is not to be verified but to be optimal , that is to allow the flow of musings from us to stream. the well spring is primed and all shall be known as it has always been known."
now i do NOT channel so this was completely new to me but i "heard" it as clearly as a conversation sitting next to someone. pretty gosh darn awesome! can't wait to see how this unfolds. :)
