todays cards are the FOUR of CUPS and FIVE of CUPS:
I feel the tantrum coming on, " I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO WORK! THIS SUCKS! WHY DO VACAS GO SO FAST!"
there's actually so much to be thankful for, I like my job, I make plenty to get anything I want, I have wonderful friends/family, I can accomplish ANYTHING I set my mind to................but sometime those old demons just try to take hold. grief and angst are kinda insidious. i'll be having a GREAT day and then BAM they hit you from the side like a sucker punch. I tend to be pretty upbeat but I am human after all so I too get those useless unsatisfied moments of doubt and sorrow. I however refuse to allow melancholy to take hold of me and ruin my day so it's SUCK IT UP BUTTERCUP TIME! I'm gonna post this then focus on my new daily post for timothy martin's page it's the 3 best things about your day , a good idea and exercise in gratitude! so for these purposes my 3 best things for yesterday were
1. saw a million ways to die in the west with friends, disgustingly funny! LMAO
2. redners puts a darn good scald on their fried chicken! it was YUMMY!
3. enjoying the small things in life, like watching a marathon of my love boat dvds. a silly feel good show where love always wins and the endings are happy! (albeit sappy! lol)
I feel the tantrum coming on, " I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO WORK! THIS SUCKS! WHY DO VACAS GO SO FAST!"
there's actually so much to be thankful for, I like my job, I make plenty to get anything I want, I have wonderful friends/family, I can accomplish ANYTHING I set my mind to................but sometime those old demons just try to take hold. grief and angst are kinda insidious. i'll be having a GREAT day and then BAM they hit you from the side like a sucker punch. I tend to be pretty upbeat but I am human after all so I too get those useless unsatisfied moments of doubt and sorrow. I however refuse to allow melancholy to take hold of me and ruin my day so it's SUCK IT UP BUTTERCUP TIME! I'm gonna post this then focus on my new daily post for timothy martin's page it's the 3 best things about your day , a good idea and exercise in gratitude! so for these purposes my 3 best things for yesterday were
1. saw a million ways to die in the west with friends, disgustingly funny! LMAO
2. redners puts a darn good scald on their fried chicken! it was YUMMY!
3. enjoying the small things in life, like watching a marathon of my love boat dvds. a silly feel good show where love always wins and the endings are happy! (albeit sappy! lol)
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