8 of swords

this IS very EIGHT of SWORDS: we all NEED boundaries, and most people resist because they perceive it in a negative way but boundaries are necessary and while they can be restrictive they also protect you. without boundaries people would simply drive all over the road mangling each other unneccesarily. which is what some do emotionally already. so take off that blindfold you're wearing and think about limitations that work for and protect you. and once they're in place STOP letting people over-step and take advantage of you........and this really applies to your kids as well. the whole not my baby reaction doesn't help, yes your baby cause they've had no limitations and now they're a spoiled brat (DAMN you Dr Spock!) so yank em up short and make them into the person you want them to be (not your buddy, time for that when they're an adult) this also goes for romantic relationships people who don't respect you and your boundaries do NOT change, it will NEVER get better. so respect yourself and love yourself enough to make the hard decisions, you'll not regret self love and self respect.............this also applies to mooch friends and relatives. you did not force them to get drunk call out of work and loose their job and have no obligation to keep saving them, mayhaps tough love is in order. (and anyone who uses their kids to guilt you is a piece of crap!) instead of "seeing" boundaries as a negative visualize them as white light surrounding yu in a bubble of love and safety or a fence covered in the most lovely morning glories. it really is all about perception!

NAM MYOHO RENGE KYO

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this has always had the ability to move me and tina's voice was MADE for this! here's a brief history in case some don't know.......
Nam-myoho-renge-kyo

The invocation of Nam-myoho-renge-kyo was established by Nichiren Daishonin on April 28, 1253. Having studied widely among all the Buddhist sutras, he had concluded that the Lotus Sutra contains the ultimate truth of Buddhism: that everyone without exception has the potential to attain Buddhahood. The title of the Lotus Sutra in its Japanese translation is Myoho-renge-kyo. But to Nichiren, Myoho-renge-kyo was far more than the title of a Buddhist text, it was the expression, in words, of the Law of life which all Buddhist teachings in one way or another seek to clarify. What follows is a brief and unavoidably limited explanation of some of the key concepts expressed by this phrase.
Nam
The word nam derives from Sanskrit. A close translation of its meaning is "to devote oneself." Nichiren established the practice of chanting Nam-myoho-renge-kyo as a means to enable all people to put their lives in harmony or rhythm with the law of life, or Dharma. In the original Sanskrit, nam indicates the elements of action and attitude, and refers therefore to the correct action one needs to take and the attitude one needs to develop in order to attain Buddhahood in this lifetime.
Myoho
Myoho literally means the Mystic Law, and expresses the relationship between the life inherent in the universe and the many different ways this life expresses itself. Myo refers to the very essence of life, which is "invisible" and beyond intellectual understanding. This essence always expresses itself in a tangible form (ho) that can be apprehended by the senses. Phenomena (ho) are changeable, but pervading all such phenomena is a constant reality known as myo.
Renge
Renge means lotus flower. The lotus blooms and produces seeds at the same time, and thus represents the simultaneity of cause and effect. The circumstances and quality of our individual lives are determined by the causes and effects, both good and bad, that we accumulate (through our thoughts, words and actions) at each moment. This is called our "karma." The law of cause and effect explains that we each have personal responsibility for our own destiny. We create our destiny and we can change it. The most powerful cause we can make is to chant Nam-myoho-renge-kyo; the effect of Buddhahood is simultaneously created in the depths of our life and will definitely manifest in time.
The lotus flower grows and blooms in a muddy pond, and yet remains pristine and free from any defilement, symbolizing the emergence of Buddhahood from within the life of an ordinary person.
Kyo
Kyo literally means sutra, the voice or teaching of a Buddha. In this sense, it also means sound, rhythm or vibration. Also, the Chinese character for kyo originally meant the warp in a piece of woven cloth, symbolizing the continuity of life throughout past, present and future. In a broad sense, kyo conveys the concept that all things in the universe are a manifestation of the Mystic Law.
Primary Practice
Chanting Nam-myoho-renge-kyo--also known as "Daimoku"—is the primary practice of SGI members. Through this practice, one is able to reveal the state of Buddhahood in one's life, experienced as the natural development of joy, increased vitality, courage, wisdom and compassion.

THE HIGH PRIESTESS

todays card is the HIGH PRIESTESS:
she IS that inner mystical wisdom, the connection to the ether and the subconscious. she is the magical fountain of universal knowledge that we delve/dive into when we open to dreams (sleeping and waking ones!) she is potential yet unexplored and endless possibility, if you can BElieve it you can BE it, and she can help make it so. words simply cant express the power of the High Priestess (much as I try) for she is unknown and shrouded in mystery and when that knowledge opens to you it's unimaginable and a return to home at the same time. she is what we have forgotten when we enter into this mundane world and what we feel separated from and long for. that's why her mysteries enchant and terrify us in the same breath......
for me she IS the owl and all the owl represents. the mystery of magic, omens, silent wisdom, and seeing in the darkness. historically it was either revered or feared and has been linked to Athena and her wisdom. it has also been linked to Lillith and knows everyone's secrets. and when you work with it all shall be revealed., remain silent and the information will become apparent to you.
she has been speaking to me in dream and signs for a while now and today I honor her as I allow myself to be swept along on this magical ride and rise to the next level on my journey. i came out of the "tarot closet" and started reading professionally on a regular basis over a year ago (I dabbled for 20 years) and it's been transformative and enlightening. today I shall be at the Delmarva Pagan Pride Festival doing readings all day , that's about as front and center as you can get. I KNOW that it's where I'm supposed to be and what I'm supposed to be doing TODAY beyond that is still shrouded but I have a sense that mayhaps the next leg of my journey may be revealed today...........so what do y'all need to allow into your realm of existence, are you resisting change? are you letting those magical ideas evolve into the mundane world? let the energy flow freely and embrace it. take the magical mystery ride and see what happens

tumbling down

todays card of the day is TUMBLING DOWN:
this is from Dreaming Girl Highway inner vision cards by Rebecca Dorian Brown..............
don't take shortcuts or easy ways out. now is the time to slow down or even stop and contemplate the BEST w...ay to move forward. don't give in to the temptation to simply wait and see what happens. be proactive in your life and take pride and responsibility for that which you do!
what does this card say to you? does it bring feelings of fear or excitement? your reaction can give you clues as to how to proceed.

judgement

todays card is JUDGEMENT:
last night in my wonderful history and art class taught by the always fabulous Helena Domenic we did a guided visualization and I chose JUDGEMENT, this is the mary el tarot, in my vision I was shown that it's time ...to release those bonds that hold me down and to turn up the "heat" all the way. burning away any doubt or fear and allowing myself to soar............while given the understanding that not everyone is at the same place on the path and I should temper my fiery passion (especially in what I say) with cool intellect. sharing info doesn't help anyone if you make em so mad they cant "hear" you. I was also shown that many people are preparing to "evolve" and go to that next level and that those of us in the know should do all we can to stoke that fire and help in any way possible..............so free yourself but don't forget those following that fiery trail you have blazed!

ace of cups

todays card is the ACE of CUPS:
it's time to let go of all that emotional garbage and allow yourself a new way to deal with it. otter teaches how to navigate through the deep "waters" with ease and tells us that being fluid and adaptable is... important. you cant demand or hold to the old ways you've dealt with (or not dealt with) emotional issues/trauma. let go and see what happens mayhaps it's time to bring some playfulness and joy into your life and stop bein so gosh darn serious. you have to age chronologically but you aint dead yet, LIVE a little!

3 of swords

todays card is the THREE of SWORDS:
I'm using an image form the soon to be released The Fountain Tarot and while it holds the traditional symbols it allows for a new approach to this old injury.
that pain and disappointment that you haven'...t been able to deal with and have walled up and locked away years or even decades ago is still there festering inside. even if you don't realize it the affects on you are happening, now is the time to let it go and let Spirit/God. instead of tearing that old wound open and dealing with the raw emotion and pain be smart about it, figure it out with cool calm intellect and then do what you need to do to release it. forgive yourself and those who wronged you, not for them, but for you cause YOU deserve to happy and whole without that old ballast holding you down...... the image has become clear so you will understand what you need to do and how to proceed and you'll feel so much better when all that pent up emotion/energy/chi starts flowing freely again.