the sun represents the beginning of a new cycle, oftentimes it means a pregnancy for gay men not so much! lolol it can mean that something is born/reborn such a lifelong dream. mayhaps owning your own company or reconnecting with those that had considered you dead. unfortunately many homosexuals know the pain of those you love most abandoning you with nary a goodbye when you come out of the closet or even worse are outed. while that is a crushing blow it allows you the freedom to become who you truly are unencumbered by judgment or concern. this gives you the safety to accomplish anything and mayhaps just mayhaps the tide has turned and those who loved you in the past have realized how barren and empty their lives are without you................if you havent spoken to your family in years/decades this may be the time to reach out. now i'm not advocating showing up uninvited on the doorstep, but rent a po box and send a postcard or mayhaps a disposable cell phone. be cautiously optomistic for the sun shines new light on old memories at the very least you can rest easy that you tried.
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