gay tarot day 24.............9 of wands

you're on gaurd and wary of letting other near because you've been the victim of an attack. for gay men this is a real threat and you must be ever vigilint in staying safe. as we progress in the world and gain more acceptance the forces of ignorance and hatred often push back violently.
often times these attacks scar us to our very core and take years to completely heal.
the fact is unless you put yourself directly in harms way by being an activist or you visit unsafe places the chances are slight of a repeat ocurance.
you need to face the fear inside and let it go. put your life back together and live, otherwises the forces of darkness win. let go and let God/Spirit/Universe whatever the modality may be. make sure to stay grounded and pay attention but do NOT let the past keep you from living a beautiful fulfilling life!