the tower

closed my eyes and what did i see the tower the tower falling on me..........
my diet has gone to hell, all my illusions have fallen and i KNOW what's happening. spirit is telling me to let it all go. the pain the uncertainty the doubt. wipe the slate clean and start anew. so i let it go take it out of my hands. help me to do that i must and become that stronger man. i have to STOP talkin the talk and just walk the walk. it's interesting this is happening shortly before my birthday, mayhaps the rebirthing will coincide! i know i'm powerful and capable spiritually but i've neglected/ignored my gifts for about 5 years now. i was on the cusp of an ascention in florida i felt it and (subconsciously, mind you) i ran to De, a backwards non evolved place if ever there was one. now i don't need to be surrounded by  like minded folk to attain my destiny but it allowed me to ignore myself and bury my talent till spirit took the metaphorical 2x4 and whacked me over the back of the head. i can feel myself waking , i;m starting to hear the wind again (wind and trees have always "spoken" to me) and the moon has been calling me of late. breathing deeply, letting my roots grow, i have a feeling this is gonna be a doosey of a storm! (in an awesome way!)